I just don't know what's wrong with me lately but yesterday I came home in tears after my walk. Yeah - just crying like a baby for quite a while. When we lived in Chino Hills I walked my dogs every day and I never EVER remember getting bothered. I even walked thru empty fields all the time which you would think would not be safe - but never felt nervous over there.
Since we moved over to this older part of Rancho I get harassed minimum of at least once a week. Came home in tears today. I hate not feeling good to go for a walk!!
Since Hubby told me about the homeless guys living in the bushes near us - I see them now. I saw one sitting at the bus stop talking to himself and acting really CRAZY!! I thought if I walk on the very busy streets it would be safer for me, but I am starting to think twice about that. That's where I get bothered a lot.
Remember the guys in the black SUV that laughed at me and yelled at me?? Well after I passed the crazy guy that same F**N SUV passed me again and rolled their window down and laughed and yelled at me again!!! I have to remove my wedding ring when I walk because I don't want anyone to see it. I got chased by stray dogs many times.
Maybe I am being a OLD BABY but I don't feel quite as safe over here when we walk. My neighbor walked with me twice a long time ago but most people are not as determined as me to get my daily walks in - they just don't want to at ALL!! Lazy I guess or either they just don't like ME!! Maybe I do something wrong??
I haven't said but my weight is up. This morning I must confess to 153. YIKES. After my period skipped it started doing it slowly. I am gonna stop eating sweets for a while and no more popcorn at the movies and see if that helps. I don't really eat that many though. I eat really healthy and don't even eat that many carbs.
I think my mood and hormones lately has a lot to do with it. Waiting for the short-sale, NO-Sleep, passing the fridge and seeing pictures of Aaron all the time, having a daughter who is having another baby and lives on the other side of the US, Maybe I'm just alone too much - I just don't know. All of the above maybe??
Here's what I ate yesterday;
Breakfast my pancakes and some berries.
Well thanks for letting me yammer on and throw up on you AGAIN!! Have a nice day.
This is PurpleRosy signing off...
Thought for the day:
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
Keep on BFC ' n :-)
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