First I just want to thank all that commented and messaged me. You all truly made me feel a bit better.
You have to understand that my life is not and has NEVER been a bed of roses. Ever since I was born actually. But I dredge on and try to make the best of everything or just learn to accept that this is my life.
This is MY place to say whatever I want!!
When I first started blogging it was to be accountable for myself while I was trying to lose,
Then it was a great place for support while I was trying to lose,
Now I do it to help and support others while they are trying to lose.
My Husband always tells me to not say anything personal on here - and I tell him I have to let people know that I am a real person and I NEVER say everything!
Yes this is a open forum to say what you want about our DIETS - not to personally attack and kick someone when then are at their lowest.
I am sorry that my life SUCKS and I don't have a Fairy Tale LIFE like in the movies.
Well - Guess what?? This is the life of MANY of us!
So for almost 2 weeks of no sleep, having a dog that to care for that I demanded to my husband that I did not want to do,
Which by the way I got the dog crate 2 days ago and she went right in and slept in there for the past 2 nights w/o a peep. She like it!!
Plus as Minichick kindly pointed out - my pre-menopause, and Middle-Heimers (that really made me laugh), my ET's which I have real bad today - Then someone telling me to actually get rid of one of my own dogs to make room for Olive, Then - that anonymous person telling me that: NOW THAT I AM THIN - I am tired, irritable and angry!!
The this was that straw you were talking about: My Step-daughter, posted a comment to me on facebook saying that what I said about her was hurtful and if I don't want to take care of Olive she would find someone else to.
I snapped and realized that my husband has NEVER - EVER told her how I EVER feel about anything. By that comment I realized he never told her I don't want that dog and why. I JUST don't want 3 dogs, and especially a little one that is very needy and spoiled and looks like a cute little rat.
I am very upset with him for never telling her how I feel and its not her fault - its all his. For always putting her in the middle. Its not fair for either her or me.
Yesterday I just laid on the couch all day crying and got up to eat and do laundry and my walk with the dogs and that was it. I feel very alone. Then I started reading all your messages and comments and I know that I must continue this for all of YOU!
I don't know if you realize how hard I worked and continue to work every day to look like this. I never expect anyone to ever feel sorry for me - this is my life and sometimes you just need to vent, because I don't have any friends to hang with.
So my new rule: I am changing the way you can comment on here. No MORE Anonymous commenting. You must log in to do so. No more feeling bashing. If you don't like what we say - then don't read it.
We are only here to support each other and to help not to bring us even lower than we already are.
By the way - was it SANDY?? Who told me to mix, coconut oil w/butter and cinnamon??
I made some this morning and put it on my flaxseed muffin, it was awesome!! But I feel like it was fattening.
This picture is for MI - These are the new jeans I got from OLD Navy and you paid for half of, in a size 4. Yeah I was just as surprised. Hubby asked me how do I go from a size 10 to a 4?? I have no idea...
That's it for now - have a great day.