I feel bad not blogging all the time like I used to, but I am doing it when I can. You know, my Hubby has said to me many times that I talk too much. Today I realized that he is right... I say the wrong things to the wrong people.
That's me - blah-blah-blah... I think I am used to being alone all the time and say what ever I want - however I feel - when ever I want, with no one to ever talk to, except the dogs and believe me they are excellent listeners. I have NO friends to talk to or do anything with. Are we supposed to have any friends at the age of 55?
I am doing better at work - I think anyway and have decided to just let the Spanish thing go. I am not gonna be upset or hold it against them. Why should I be angry over that? I was wasting energy being offended and hurt.
Everyone is very nice over there and I guess I just can't tell anymore if when someone is smiling to your face - that they like you or NOT?? Do they just wait for me to walk away and then talk about me?? I stayed after work today to ask my boss how he thought I was doing after 3 months of doing this... Most of it was fine and he thinks I will be very good at this, but he did mention for me not to ask the other people anything because whatever I say - they say to others.
I told him I didn't know I couldn't ask the other people how to do anything. He said our group in our office is separate. Well now I know... I don't understand why no one wants to me my friend. What do I do wrong? What is wrong with me?? Maybe I talk about eating healthy too much and they don't? Maybe I complain too much - I am going thru menopause after all and get kind of bitchy - A LOT!!
My life now is - get up and get ready to go, make breakfast and my lunch for later...off to work...come home at night and take the dogs for a walk 9 tonight it was 1.9 miles)... come back home and find something to eat... watch TV for a little bit... then the (NO SLEEP) well I try to sleep anyway... the weekends I run errands and balance the checkbook and pay bills and do paperwork...CLEAN the house...pick up poop...spray for weeds...laundry...try to get walks in the daytime to enjoy the sun...
Tomorrow I made an appointment to have my hair and nails done at a new salon near me. It is kind of expensive. I used to do my own nails all the time because I got a bad fungus infection once - but don't have anytime now that I work. I have not had my hair done in - well FOREVER! I dye and cut it myself - all the time after many years ago I paid someone to cut my hair and came home and it was crooked... I said NO More - well until tomorrow I guess.
OK - well that's my bitch for now...Have a nice weekend.
Keep on BFC ' n :-)
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|Sugar||Liquid Stevia||Stevia Extract Powder||Concentrated Stevia|
|1 tsp||2-3 drops||n/a||4-6 drops|
|2 tsp||4-6 drops||n/a||8-12 drops|
|1 Tbsp||6-9 drops||n/a||1/8 tsp|
|1 cup||1 tsp||1/3 to 1/2 tsp||1 Tbsp|
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