Light switch OFF...

Hi Friends,

I haven't written a post in several days, well only a few new recipes. Since the Funeral of my EX on Tuesday I have been a bit upset at some information I found out. It's WAY too personal to say it all on here but he was a horrible person to me. The ONLY reason I went is for my son. To support him.

I have been devastated beyond words at what I was told. Remember I had mentioned that I forgave him MANY years ago. Had I known what I just found out - I would have told him to go rot in Hell! Which might be where he is - who knows.

I have been feeling sad, depressed, guilty, STUPID and just over all BAD. I have been crying and laying around. I have not slept for 4 nights now.

I have been feeling like I should have know, maybe if only I did something different all those years ago - Maybe - Just MAYBE my son Aaron would be alive.

I needed a minute to get over this.

Well Today was it!! I am done!! Turned off the switch and I am NOT gonna be upset anymore. That was enough!! DONE... I will never forget - but I will not let that piece of shit have any more power over me.

Hubby had to work OT today so I decided - its time. I did 5 loads of laundry, vacuumed, cleaned both bathrooms - and got a bug up my butt and made this delicious looking pie later on in the afternoon.

 Pumpkin-cheesecake-pie

Which I can't wait to try in a bit with some redi-whip on top after I eat some dinner of course.

Breakfast this morning was a pumpkin muffin with some blueberries and walnuts inside and my homemade coconut butter on top.

 Lunch was a cauliflower crust pizza with some alfredo sauce and chicken and mushrooms on top. 1/2 for today and 1/2 for tomorrow.

I did eat one of the raspberry-lemon scones after that I made the other day.

OK well I have to go find me something to eat for dinner so I can try that pie - whoop-whoop.

Have a nice day tomorrow. The weather is awesome over here.

This is PurpleRosy signing off...

Keep on BFC ' n  :-)
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